Matthew Poole and continuators on 2 Corinthians 12:11

11 I am become a fool in glorying , ye have compelled me . For I ought to have been commended of you : for in nothing am I behind the very chiefest apostles, though I be nothing .

I may amongst some of you (who interpret all things I say into the worst sense) gain nothing but the reputation of a weak man, wanting understanding, for speaking so much in my own Commendation; (contrary to the Rules of modesty in ordinary Cases.)

But it is not matter of choice, but of necessity to me; the ill will which some amongst you have to my honour and reputation, and continual defaming me as a vile and contemptible person, hath constrained me, for the honour of Christ (whose Apostle I am) and the vindication of my own reputation, to boast in this manner: at least to relate what God hath done for, and in, and by me.

It was your duty to have vindicated me from the aspersions cast upon me. So others mouths should have praised me, and not my own; I must speak, because you hold your Peace, or do worse in calumniating me.

For you cannot but say, that I neither in my Apostolical Call, and Commission, nor yet in my Gifts and Graces, nor in my Labours, nor in my Sufferings, come behind those that are commonly thought to be the chiefest of the Apostles; Though (in some of your opinions) I be nothing; or indeed of or from my self, am nothing; doing all that I do through Christ that strengtheneth me, and by the grace of God being what I am.

Marginal references: Chap. 11.; Chap. 11.; 1 Cor. 4.[illegible: 1 letter] & 15.8, 9. Eph. 3.8.